The toilet cubicle -part one
I don't know about you, but personally, when it comes to peeing in any toilet that is not my own (or even my own when my flatmate is around) I suffer from "stage fright"
I feel like I am about to do something so personal in front of a million and one people, like I am naked and about to perform the phantom of the opera, only my mask looks like my face and the lighting technician called in sick so the stage is set on really really bright.
I went to see the premiere of Soul Kitchen last night and really needed to pee. I was sitting inbetween my friend the hippy and a whole bunch of other hippies. I didn't want to get up off the floor to go to the bathroom, as we were occupying the front row and nothings worse then when everyone's watching you be disruptive during ....oh, i dunno, a movie.....that kind of pressure makes me do really dumb stuff, like fall over or pull really dumb / ugly faces because i know EVERYONE is looking at me going: "hey douche bag stop fucking up my viewing pleasure..." and then I'd accidentally trip into the lap of a hippy and be scarred for life....
So anyway.......I held on until the intermission and went to the toilet.
There were only two cubicles so all these ladies were waiting IN the bathroom.
I could feel my cheeks begin to flush with red. Loud noise in my ears, the kind of loud noise you feel in your ears when you know your about to get in trouble for something earth shattering.
.....and then it happened..........
after waiting what seemed an eternity (4.5mins) a lady emerged from one of the toilet cubicles.
Somewhat relived/excited I made my way to the stall. I could feel my blood pumping in my ears, my throat was all choked up.
I closed the stall and undid my fly.
I sat...
and sat...
......................and waited
as my heart beat quicker by the second, each sound outside intensified by the shear horror of having to urinate in a toilet with SUCH high ceilings (noise would be intensified.....if it was a noisy number 1)
a trickle beat down against the porcelain and i knew it was much, much tooo late to turn back.
I unleashed the fury...............tbc
I feel like I am about to do something so personal in front of a million and one people, like I am naked and about to perform the phantom of the opera, only my mask looks like my face and the lighting technician called in sick so the stage is set on really really bright.
I went to see the premiere of Soul Kitchen last night and really needed to pee. I was sitting inbetween my friend the hippy and a whole bunch of other hippies. I didn't want to get up off the floor to go to the bathroom, as we were occupying the front row and nothings worse then when everyone's watching you be disruptive during ....oh, i dunno, a movie.....that kind of pressure makes me do really dumb stuff, like fall over or pull really dumb / ugly faces because i know EVERYONE is looking at me going: "hey douche bag stop fucking up my viewing pleasure..." and then I'd accidentally trip into the lap of a hippy and be scarred for life....
So anyway.......I held on until the intermission and went to the toilet.
There were only two cubicles so all these ladies were waiting IN the bathroom.
I could feel my cheeks begin to flush with red. Loud noise in my ears, the kind of loud noise you feel in your ears when you know your about to get in trouble for something earth shattering.
.....and then it happened..........
after waiting what seemed an eternity (4.5mins) a lady emerged from one of the toilet cubicles.
Somewhat relived/excited I made my way to the stall. I could feel my blood pumping in my ears, my throat was all choked up.
I closed the stall and undid my fly.
I sat...
and sat...
......................and waited
as my heart beat quicker by the second, each sound outside intensified by the shear horror of having to urinate in a toilet with SUCH high ceilings (noise would be intensified.....if it was a noisy number 1)
a trickle beat down against the porcelain and i knew it was much, much tooo late to turn back.
I unleashed the fury...............tbc
posted by Jelkie at 5:44 PM
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