Today is an amazing day

because..........Today I have given the birdie to the corporate lifestyle/working world.

WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??! Well....

perhaps I am over dressing like a hippie stuck in a corporate fuck nut world

maybe i don't want to have a security card anymore........or have to participate in group bonding sessions/talking meaningless crap about the weather.....

perhaps my coffee boys selling their business has inspired me to WANT MORE

perhaps the now not so entertaining moments on the 246 and next to no magpie attacks has left me craving more......MORE! (again more?)

perhaps neglecting daytime teeveeeee-yo and the mid day movie has left a hole in my heart....yes a HOLE in my HEART because I *HEART* DAYTIME MOVIES YO!

perhaps....now PERHAPS the fact that I have neglected my Art....denied myself the freedom to take each day as it comes.....PERHAPS the fact that I allowed myself to fall into a circular type motion of routine, giving too much to others and NOT enough to myself....allowed the jelkie to sit back in the shadows for a while.........other wise known as the "taking in period" argh...wotevs yo...freedom at last!

Today is a beautiful day because all i know for sure is that 2moro, when i wake up....all i have to do is spread my passion over pages of the sweetest smelling paper, paint my dreams and desires onto canvases which have gathered dust too long now.......interpretive dance my hearts' visions and minds' restlessness all over my backyard .... and perhaps cut the grass in a old chesty bonds and hot pants whilst drinking a longneck....

Today is a beautiful day because I am allowing myself to be content with the fact that.....I am able to do whatever the fuck I want.
Amen sistah!